我不会一直是一个人中英文

　　今天突然想结婚了，然而沉思了下后，又觉得结婚是一件特别遥远的事，甚至都觉得不可能发生在我的身上。

　　suddenly want to get married today, but after pondering the next, but also felt that marriage is a very distant thing, and even feel impossible to happen to me.

　　偶尔会想有个家，有个可以依靠的人，幻想一日两人三餐四季的生活

　　occasionally want to have a home, there is a person to rely on, fantasy two meals a day, four seasons life

　　可是，现实是爱我的人我不爱 ，我爱的不爱我

　　but the reality is that the people who love me, I do not love, I love not love me

　　还有单身这么久的原因，1：一直是我放不开自己，不想去改变现在的生活，一个人生活的太久了，就会觉得谈恋爱是一件麻烦事，我不想麻烦别人，也不想让别人麻烦我，自己有时候也会觉得可能是还是没有遇到对的人，所以才觉得麻烦，又一想，如果是两个人，那麻烦事不是可以减半。相反麻烦也会加倍，所以我还是一个人

　　There are 4 reasons, the 1 have been single for so long: I won't open yourself, don't want to change your life, one's life is too long, will feel that love is a hassle, I don't want to trouble others, also do not want to let others trouble me, you may sometimes feel there is no meeting the right one, so I think the trouble, then again, if two men, that trouble can not be halved. On the contrary, the trouble will be doubled, so I'm still alone

　　我性格的问题，我的性格和我从小生活的环境有很大的关系，有时候会特别内向，只有在特别熟悉的人面前才会放的开，不知道怎样和别人沟通，缺少自信，很自卑，我的门一直是关着的，别人进不来，不也出不去，所以我还是一个人

　　my character, have a great relationship with my character and my childhood living environment, sometimes very introverted, only in front will especially familiar people open, do not know how to communicate with others, very low self-esteem, lack of self-confidence, my door is always closed, others can not come no, don't go, so I was a person

　　以前想过我可能不会找不到一个很优秀的人，但是起码得找到一个还算过得去的人吧，所谓还过的去的人就是，比如说：各位亲朋好友介绍的相亲对象，以结婚为目得，家里人都挺满意，又觉得这一切不是想要的结果，结婚不都是在感情的基础上吗，没有感情基础的婚姻就是凑合，又不想将然后就不了了之了，所以我还是一个人

　　previously thought I could not find a good person, but at least have to find a decent person, the person is also had to go, for example: dear friends this date, purpose for marriage, the family are very satisfied. I think it is not all the results you want, marriage is not on the basis of emotion, not based on feelings of marriage is so bad, and I don't want to be and then so I settle a matter by leaving it unsettled or a person.

　　“拿得起，放得下”一直是我安慰别人的时候说的，其实我知道放下真的好难，不是说放就能放的，曾经的一段恋情对我的打击很大，觉得所有靠近我的人都是有目的的，不会轻易相信一个男人，对待感情特别特别理智，就算遇到有好感的人，也不会主动，宁愿错过，会觉得默默看着喜欢的人，比拥有更踏实，所以我还是一个人

　　"get up, put it down" is always the comfort of others when I say, I know it's really hard to put down, not to say that can put on, once the relationship is a great blow to me, think of all the people around me are intentional, not easily believe a man, especially towards the feelings of reason, even if a favor, it will not take the initiative, rather miss, silently watching the people will feel love, is more practical, so I was a person

　　不想对不起父母，所以我必须好好的努力改变自己，加油，希望我不会一直是一个人。推荐阅读《生活随笔：瓜叔和儿子》

　　do not want to forgive my parents, so I have to make good efforts to change themselves, refueling, I hope I will not always be a person